Friday, July 24, 2009

Our Fun day!!

Well we went to Water World yesterday and it was very fun for the girls!!! We rented a Cabana and had the hardest time trying to even find it but once we did it was GREAT!! We had our own space away from everyone else, and if you know me at all that is very important to I like people but at a distance..It just annoys me when I lay out a spot and people or their kids trample all over our stuff.. So it was a good day I had the twins with me and K had the older girls. The twins had so much freaking fun it is crazy.. Lani and Kayle had a blast with daddy cause they are bigger so they can ride on rides and Mommy does not DO RIDES at all..LOL I may not have ANY pictures of our day cause wonderful K let the camera get soaked, it was a disposable cause I dared not bring our digital cause I thought it might get ruined well my guess was right. So now I have to pray to GOD that I have a few pictures of my babies first day at the water park.. I am a dork and forgot to put sunscreen on my chest and am now soooo red!! LOL at least none of the girls are burned!

So as of pregnancy symptoms I do not have very many except for the knot in my stomach when I lay down and my EXTREME sleepiness. I had been nauseous but that is now gone, so I am praying everything is OK and on August 6th we will see a nice strong heartbeat! Maybe even 2!

Monday, July 20, 2009


OK so for some reason today has been VERY stressful.. I woke up at 2:15 this morning and did not fall back asleep till around 4am.. I woke right back up at 6:30. I had a knot all morning. My brother was kind enough to come and watch the girls while I went to my appointment this morning. I get to the appointment and am so freaking nervous, I was not this nervous on Friday or the transfer day.. just weird. I could not help but think that my numbers would not double.. So I get home and right as I pull up ( my girls are out side playing) I hear Moriah screaming.. I look over and throw the car in park ( I have to have the brakes checked now cause I am sure as hard as I stopped something might be wrong with them now) and run out of the car and it is still running. Her mouth is covered in blood. My poor baby was so excited to see me home that she missed a step and fell flat on her face and busted her lip, scraped under nose and had a bump on her forehead.. MY poor baby... I am so thankful for her not loosing any teeth, she fell so hard..

OK so NOT a good re-entry back home from my appointment. So fast forward to around 11am I start laundry and picking up the house cause I HAVE to keep myself busy..Well 12 noon hits and I find myself on my computer on several sites looking for other peoples updates, which were not good so of course I am panicking cause these are all bad signs.. Then 12:30 hits and I just can't take it anymore, so I email my NC no response and she is usually spot on with replies, so then I call, nothing so I leaver her a message. Then I call the clinic here that did the test and they tell me " Well we faxed over those results at 10 this morning.." and of course I asked them " Can YOU tell me the results?" she say " No but I will re-fax them" OK so now I KNOW I have the results and there is no mix up in the lab holding them up, so I call my NC (nurse coordinator) AGAIN and again NO answer, so I just tell her ( on VM) that I called my clinic and they re-faxed over the results and to call me as soon as she gets them.. So in the mean time I am freaking out cause I automatically think it is a bad results and my NC told the guys first and they are just trying to figure out how to break the news to me.. Well 1:15 comes and my NC is so apologetic and says they had a surprise FDA audit and she has been soo busy.. Well the good news is after all the crazy waiting I now have my numbers and I am DEFINITELY pregnant!! My number was 643!!!!!!

Friday, July 17, 2009

M&M are going to be DADDIES!!!!!!!!!!

SOOO I had my beta today and it came back at 128!!! I am so freaking happy for M&M!! They are going to be great daddies!! I am thinking that it is a singleton but that is OK, I just want them to have a happy healthy baby! I go for another beta on Monday so fingers crossed!!!

Thursday, July 16, 2009

This is what I got this morning at 4:30am!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I cannot wait till tomorrow's beta! I even asked Tiffany at the clinic if I could tell the guys the good news!! So she is going to call me first then I get to call the guys!

Tuesday, July 14, 2009


Ok so I woke up early this morning a peed and it was just a light as yesterday... Needless to say I was bummed out BUT Kaleva was so sweet and said " Well honey there is STILL a line so that mean something right??" Gosh I love that man... So I feel a little better plus everyone keeps telling me it is fine so I am backing off of the worry train.. I am going to try my hardest to NOT pee anymore today. I plan on going to the store later today to get a digi test, I'll use that one tomorrow.

So our beta is Friday at 8am!!! I am super excited and wish it were Friday already!

Monday, July 13, 2009

Time for a new post I guess.
Well we had our transfer on Wednesday the 8th at 12:35 EST.. It went really well! It was so hard to not pee as they want a full bladder... Plus they push on your bladder when they do the u/s so the RE can see the placement of the embryos.. I got to see where they were placed it was pretty cool! I am now 5dp5dt! I peed this morning and got the faintest of lines!! I am now addicted to peeing cause I NEED to see the line get darker! I am very happy but of course the guys don't know yet cause they don't want me to tell them so I won't. Our beta is on Friday and I cannot wait till later on Friday so I can actually KNOW I am pregnant! This whole process seams surreal to me.. The fact that I may just be pregnant is just such a blessing.

Saturday, July 4, 2009

5 EGGS!!!!

We only got 8 eggs from the donor and out of that 8 only 5 were viable BUT all five fertilized!! The eggs look really good according to the RE and it will defenitly be a 5 day transfer! I am so freaking excited! In less than24 hrs I will be on a plan to DC!!!

Friday, July 3, 2009

We are set!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well we are a go!! The flights are booked, the ED had her retrieval today. I am still waiting to hear how many eggs they got.. waiting stinks! I started my prometrium today, all is well so far!! I am getting VERY excited. I looked at all the bags all packed and ready to go and it FINALLY hit me that I am going to my first transfer, and hopefully last for at least a year! I am really hoping everything works out great!! As I sit and think there are so many what ifs in my mind but I try to not think too much about them casue if I do thenI would get NO SLEEP!! So our flight leaves Denver @ 11:30am on Sunday! I just can't wait!