Another update.

Well as for me I have been approved by the guys clinic so that is another hurdle jumped!!! I hope the guys are on their way to picking a donor!! No a big long update but at least it is something right?? lol

OK, I am just so wondering why horrible things happen to great people. I am a christian so I know I should not question God's reasons but I cannot help it. The WORST thing happened to my FIM Marisa. She lost her sweet baby boy at 20 weeks. She is such a strong person and the way she is handling this devastating situation is remarkable. I can only hope and wish to have half the strength that she has. I truly wish I could be there for her more. She is actually in the process of looking at more GS profiles. I think it will be good for her to move on but at the same time I am worried that she may not give herself true time to grieve. All I can do is pray that her mind, body, and soul completely heal from this.

Ok so an update is in order!!!
The guys had their appointment and it went GREAT!! We have a clinic in DC!! They will have their appointment on Friday this week. I am so excited for them. They are finially feeling like things are in motion. I should have my psych evaluation soon so I am VERY excited to get all my testing finished and then I we will be moving on to the guys picking their donor... This is very exciting.. I feel like everything is actually moving along. I know they say this is the hurry up and wait part of surrogacy and that is just fine with me!! I figure if we have a transfer by June then that will be a spring baby/ies!! I will TOTALLY be out of the summer months!! WOOHOO cause it SUCKS ato be pregnant in the summer!!


Can't Wait!!

Well the guys have their appointment tomorrow!!! I am so excited for them, they are finally starting to feel like this journey is begening!! Can't wait to hear how it went.

Today I do not feel very well, not sure what is going on. I am VERY sleepy and my body is tired. I think I am starting to get sick AND my allergies are effecting me...lol boy what fun is in store for me???

So today I woke up feeling great except my allergies are going CRAZY!! I told the guys and Marisa that I have a blog everyone seemed to like it..I am glad they like it..

I have to go look for an Easter dress for Lani, I have already got the twins theirs and I LOVE them!! Kaleva does not like them very much but oh well....lol I also have to find a dresser and a book shelf for the girls room...We will see how long that takes me, I am very picky and frugal....
The guys have their appoinment this week so that is VERY exciting!!! I hope it goes well..

My Girls

OK so it is Saturday and I took a very long bath last night, so needless to say I was very realized when I went to bed..I woke up this morning and I was still sleepy.. Moriah was crying her head off and it was barely 7 in the morning. What a way to wake up huh?? Life as a mom isn't it great??lol. So this morning went off with out any real issues the girls were fairly well behaved and just played with the dog and we danced and sang for a while then it was nap time.. precious nap time.. I know my life is boring but it is mine and I would not change very much at all!! OH yeah I still have not told anyone except for Sarah that I was even doing a blog. I am going to tell M and the guys we shall see what everyone thinks! Hope they like it.
And I found out that M and D are having a baby BOY!!! I am so happy for her that everything is going so well!!

Over the rainbow