Not sure how to feel...

So I am actually pregnant!! I am happy that I am but I am not really sure how to feel that I am pregnant with twins, again. Yes I have always known this was a very real possibility but I never really thought it would happen. So my IF's are very happy and excited, more so that it even worked the first try again, than anything else. they both were just so sure that because it worked so well and smooth the first time that this time it was going to take a couple of tries. Well looks like they were really wrong. I had an easy pregnancy with my twins so I am not worried about that part at all. I am not really sure what my actual feelings are. I am sure I will sort it out eventually.

So far this pregnancy has been very easy. No morning sickness at all, no anything really. I barely feel pregnant. If I was not soo tired or had actually cravings I would not even think I was pregnant. I have NEVER had cravings with any of my other pregnancies, I usually have a Libra brain when it comes to what I want to eat and when I am pregnant that is amplified by 100 but not this time, I always know what I want to eat. It is GREAT, so that and the fact that I am not feeling sick at all makes me think that these 2 are boys!! Man would that be exciting, considering out of 5 babies they have ALL been girls! Only time will tell!.

Betas, Beta, Betas....

Sooooo I had my first beta on 10/21 and it came back as 361. Ok that is a good strong number, nothing had me spooked about that. Well... Then Monday came 4 days after my first beat and that number was just crazy.....2,515. Yes that is right so it pretty much more than doubled. It should have been in the neighborhood of 1444 but is is just about double that. Not sure what to think, if I was super nauseous then maybe I would think twins but I am not at all, just SUPER sleepy and hungry! Ugh oh well guess I will have to wait and see.

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I am thinking this picture will say it all!!!




So beta is tomorrow morning and I will report when I have the numbers!!!

It's been a while!

So the last time I updated was September 9th. Well things have gone great so far, and along with great they have been CRAZY!! So I started Lupron and it treated me well. No really crazy headaches or much to complain about. Started Estrace and that made me a bit moody but other than that no complaints either. BUT I can say that my ONLY complaint has been my NC at the clinic. She really does try her best but it just sucks that I have to keep behind her so much. I literally have to CC my IF on every email and make sure he calls her to make sure she got my email and that she either answers my question or she gets done what is needed. It is a pain but she is so sweet.

In between all of this we went on vacation to Disney! That was a great trip. The girls had tons of fun. Florida was different very humid which made me a bit icky feeling but other than that it was a very good vacation. So I got back from vacation and it was just insane at my house. I had 4 days to unpack everyone, wash clothes, prepare all their clothes for when I was gone, write all their schedules, collect money for cookie dough, deliver cookie dough. UGH OH and pack for myself! Yup crazy is my life this month..LOL

So I managed to do all that and not forget anything too.lol So finally Saturday has come and I am going alone, which stinks but there is nothing I can do. Mark picked me up at the airport and had Baby C with him!! She is so big and just too cute. I was happy to see them there waiting for me. We went out to their farm the first night and let me tell you it is just amazing. It is on 140 acres sits right on the bay and is right out of a Home and Garden book. They try to get out there every weekend and I can see why, it is just so peaceful and great. I won't go into my whole weekend with them but needless to say it was a good weekend, very relaxing.

So transfer day. Monday, everything went well. I woke up not nervous at all and then in the car on the way to the clinic I was SOOO nervous, I know I was nervous because Kaleva would not be there to hold my hand. I had done this before so I knew what to expect but I was missing my hubby who is my rock. We ended up transferring both embies that looked good, both 6day and hatching so now we wait!................ Yes the dreaded wait.lol I doubt I will update till either I pee or till beta day not sure, cause I am not sure if I will pee.

So I need all the belly rubs, sticky vibes, and positive thoughts you can muster!!

Loopy begins tomorrow!

So I got my meds on Wednesday! So freaking excited. I LOVE my RE. He has a no PIO protocol and it is wonderful! I only have to stick myself with one little needle, which is for the Lupron! I know surros that not only have the Lupron but they have e2v shots! These are twice a week but big needles, as well as PIO which is just crazy big and oil so it goes in S L O W L Y, PLUS they also have the suppositories.. Just crazy really. I have pills! Estrace 3times daily and prometrium daily. The prometrium is a bit of a hassle and I am sooooo glad that I don't start that until I am home from Disney! It would have been hell having to not only FIND a bathroom but find it 3 times a day at the SAME time to insert the suppository.. Yeah not so much fun. LOL

I get to start my Lupron on Friday which is used to suppress my ovaries so I do not ovulate and not get my period. It can make you have headaches and hungry, so I am going to have to watch out for that. Drinking LOTS of water usually help though.

And so the sibling project OFFICIALLY begins! WOOHOO I am so nervous and trying not to be superstitious about this, but it worked first try the last time which was great, not to mention I had a very uneventful pregnancy as well. I am praying/hoping to have a repeat.

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What a freaking Monday!!

Title says it all. It has been a great/not so great Monday.

The great part first, it will not be in order but that's OK. So for any readers that want to look back in my blog for info certainly can, this is about my FIM Sunshine who is now a friend of mine. She is 17 weeks pregnant with TWINS!! This is such a great time for her. She is actually beginning to let it sink in that she is going to be a mom. She has a wonderful surro Kelly. Kelly is so great. I can honestly say that at first I was a bit jelly that she was her surro and I wasn't but then taht feeling has gone away. This is the way it was supposed to be. I was supposed to meet Sunshine, she has taught me so much these past 2 yrs. knowing her. And holy cow she posted pics on her blog so everyone could see HER babies growing! See this wonderful women Kelly that has a great twin bump! Ugh so freaking happy I could scream!

So OK on to myself..... I got the approval to move the days!!! YES! My calendar is final! PLUS I got the contract, which needs NOTHING changed!!!! We are just using the previous one with a few minor adjustments.. I am so happy that things are rollin along!! My transfer is on Oct. 11th!! I cannot wait.